and they turn me on, when they take it off.

yoyoyo! :D

im depressed lately, gahhhh, oh well. just too many things to think about. hmm. nothing much went on lately.

had cross country on friday, but it was a epic fail case. rained like hell and gt drenched. so then went to aishah's house and had so much fun sia. then went to jurong lake park and it didint look like a park at all, it was like as if im standing in the middle of the lake and grinning like a small girl HAHA. the water came up to my shin. wow right.

then. ahh nth happened LOL. oh ya today dont have tuition cos my teacher's sister is giving birth today and so she has to be there. -.- im bored right now. damn it. -.-

To Sanskar: you are just stupid. i dont like you, go away. -.- chey no lah just kidding. u asked me to make u famous so i made u famous lorh. on my blog, happy now? u better be and stop irritatin' me. shoo. xD

hmm, gtg eat, post soon, byeeeee :)

tag replies:
Buzz: thankssss :D






S Bee. ;]

sister and brother-in-law. :D

HELLO! :D

HELOOOO haha yes im hyper. Friday went airport to collect my darling brother-in-law. hahaha. i was so excited. so saw him in the airport. his face like sooo tired and sick -.- then i vowed him to make him look like a human rather than a skeleton. he doesnt eat properly like my sister. pathetic people LOL.

so i gt thrown out to the living room to sleep. not bad though kinda cool haha. then saturday. i started making excuses that i dont wanna go mt sch. so in the end, i didnt go and went out with family to IMM. lol. ate food window-shopped. den sister bought me some bangles and earrings, while BIL bought me a skirt, a waistcoat, a red hairband haha. came home and slept like a pig LOL so tired.

today morning, didnt do much. stayed at home, went to tuition. tuition was fun actually, made a new friend, and we were laughing like nobody's business! HAHA. did trigo for A maths and its quite easy hmm. came back home, sis fell asleep, BIL doing sth in the comp. dad and mum watching TV and im blogging. cool. today night staying at home aww. tmr sch and i havent done a single hw. (Y)

Spain will win today. yes i can guarantee it. okay im off, BYE! :D

tag replies:
Aishah: UPDATE ALREADY, U GO UPDATE URS!
Eenexx: HAHA ya Chee How suddenly scold. and yes hello, im Sairin Villa. David&Sairin. awwww :D
Sebrena: HELLO! update alreadyyyyy! :D







S Bee. ;]

ORCHARD! (L)

HIHI! :)

nothing much happened lately. yeah. BUT TODAY. LOL okay..we went to woodlands regional library to collect our prize for winning the YOG competiton game thingy. woooooo congratz everyone! Pooja, Komathi, Aishah, Ishwari and ME of course. thanks to Mrs Thong and her husband for improving the design, thanks to Mdm Anu for helping and.. NO THANKS TO MDM I______. hmph. -.-

so today morning went there, very very nice. then me and mrs thong started singing and dancing and everyone was staring at us. whats there to stare? its not our fault that ur teachers are not like that. :P then sat there like a loner cos i was the representative to go up stage and collect. then this yuan ching girl kept on talking rubbish and omg. terrible. then the zhenghua girl and yishun town girl annoy me -.-

after that we gt voucher for KINOKUNIYA BOOKSTORE. $15. when we went there all the books $19+ so nobody bought it. LOLOL THEN WE WERE ALL HAVING A VERY HARD TIME FINDING STUFF TO BUY. cos we have to finish $15. hahah i bought two erasers, 1 pen, 1 very short pencil one wallet. AND WE WERE USING CALCULATOR TO CALCULATE THE AMOUNT OF MONEY LEFT LOL. the shopkeepers were looking. oh my. :/

then we went ORCHARD. go window shop then eateat. hahaha, THEN WE GOT LOST. we ended up in the basement HAHAHA. but then we found it thanks to AISHAH. :D and then my body cannot move cos walk too much. sian -.- tmr still gt tuition and today i didnt go mt sch. oh dear, die, but who cares. :D

overall, fun day. with my pals. (Y) hahaha wow the post is long. haha, will post soon, if i remember more abt it. haha. have fun peeps. and good luck to everyone having their oral exams. jiayous! byeeee :D

tag replies:
Sebrena: ya lorh. aishah blog dead. i say its dead sha! go update!
Jeffery: thank youu. :)
Arvin: HELLO :) haha yeah the spirit of blogging vanished. its updated now though. thanks for tagging. :D
Sebrena: LOL WHAT BROKEN?! first faruq, then you? eh please lah. -.- hahaha :P







S Bee. ;]

bleh.

hihi~

hmmmm. so howdy people? heh. im bored. -.- and a lot of things were in my mind such as:

1) Michael Paser/Poser(?) looks like Justin Timberlake
2) Justin Timberlake is gonna be in Glee. :/
3) Are Gods perverts? cos people say they watch us EVERYTIME. so everytime means while we r having a bath and changing and......exactly. so are they? o.O
4) sch is opening on the 28th. im not excited but im excited. wtf. -.-
5) i added up almost all my pri sch friends. aww && i talked to muqmin ytd, so FUN! :D
6) i had a great time in SP. hmm.

okay, no link already. i havent finish my chem and physics and english and maths homeworks. not to mention mother tongue. AHHHHHH DIEDIE. :(

as for the WORLD CUP, its so freakingly absolutely FUNNNN! Portugal pro hor, win 7 goals. LOL. yeah thats all basically, im off, bye :D

oh, and, I miss Charm. although i know he doesnt care at all, but oh well, i care. so yeah.







S Bee. ;]

lalalala.

hello.

some people who don't know, this is for you. Charm does not exist anymore. get this clear in your head. -.- still want to tease me about it. -.-''

these days, im having so much fun scolding no lifers in my Cbox. so entertaining hor. :P yeah they kinda make me happy HAHAHAHAHA. lol serious. haha

yeahhhh so i have no idea tmr singapore poly do what. LOL. nvr mind, i ask people sure can know. muhaha. lol.

oh yeah i gt engaged to Sha ytd. awwww. (L) LOLOLOL. yes okay, enough. im gonna charge my phone, no battery! haiyo. byebye :D

i guess tag replies is not needed. xD








S Bee. ;]

fuck.

-.-

hello people im recovering woohooo! but i have a plan anyway. Aishah my assistant muhahahaha LOL. okay never mind. so my schedule goes sth like this,

Friday, 18th June: going out to library with sha, seb, ruq. woohoo
Saturday, 19th June: going shopping(again) with family.
Sunday, 20th June: Singapore Polytechnic for volunteer stuff. (Y) :D

only 3 days go out. walaoooo. -.-'' haiz nvm , im off, bye people. :)

tag replies:
sebrena: who the fuck are you. stop using my friend's name okay. i very well know that ur not sebrena so just quit it. why u from orphanage ah? u dont have parents? cos u dun have a name i guess. so stop wasting ur time here. and it's my problem, not urs. i dont need ur bloody advice.

pundehbi: if ur too scared to put ur own name that ur parents gave you, then just fuck off. thank you.

lol: stop spamming my blog you bloody fucking idiotic asshole. GO GET A FUCKING LIFE!






S Bee. ;]

boohoo.

hey.

let me make this clear, if u wanna talk crap to me, just shut the fuck up. and if you plead to me one more time, i will file a police report. and im serious.

so yeah. i have no mood to blog anymore. so if my blog dies, dont blame me. people who wants to talk to me, call me at house number, not hp number. if u dont know the number, then too bad for you. im angry and sad and frustrated.

And it is only today i realised that falling in love is good, but it will hurt like shit.

so people, dont fall for someone who can't catch you. no point, u will fall anyway and die. so better to live and dun love rather than love and die.

okay i dont know what im talking about. pheashhhh -.- im off. bye.

tag replies:
Shuzhen: heyy thanks for tagging. :D
Sebrena: callll me at house number. i will help you. cheer up, have courage, dont be scared. :)





S Bee. ;]

i was a tomboy?!

hello! :D

LOL the title. just now in the library suriya told me, ''sairin in primary 3 u were a tomboy''. LOL I WAS LIKE, HUH? LOL. the cyrus add, ''you are still a bit of tomboy now.'' hahaha i didnt know, but srsly im not. tomboys dont usually talk about girly stuff like manicure and gossip about other hot teachers. xD do they? idk.

just now went to library. DAMN FUN. i was with puvan, suriya, kimmy, teng yu, cyrus and jeffery. lolol it was so damn funny. cyrus and suriya alone in a dark room dont know doing what. then the aunty want to open the door, but cannot open HAHA. in the end they came out. then went out to eat lunch and came back. sat with cyrus and played LEFT 4 DEAD. (thats a seriously freaking cool and fun game) den donovan came by and helped me cheat. so we both tackled the smoker what tanker and the witch.

den went in to support puvan and suriya with their HALO 2. hahaha, and suriya so noisy. "AHHH FREAK IT FREAK IT! OH NO! IM DYING! OH MAN FREAKKK!!!!" -.-'' my ears were like________________. LOL. then went internet and chat-ted to Charm. yeah den had to go cos mrs zoey eng/wong, came in. then me and puvan went at the counter to play and the rest used the other comps. keith and jie lun joined in and we were all like, SHOOT! SHOOT THE GODDAMNED THING! SHOOOOTTTTT!!! FUCK LAH SHOOT LAH! u see. vulagrs being used. haiz.

yeah, none of my friends came today. let me tell you, u asked me to come today at 10. and you didnt turn up. dont think that i will come on thursday, cos i wont. so overall, fun day haha. im gonna study later yayy. byebye :D







S Bee. ;]

hmmm.

well hello there! :D

hai people. im bored. oh yes, today went to sch in the morning. i felt like a complete retard when i saw the emptiness. then went to the library and surprise surprise, i saw pekwen and komathi and cyrus. went to eat lunch, used the computer. joked with cyrus all the way hahahaha. about the pitbull video, cyrus. you are too horny. LOL.

then chat-ed with Charm in the libraryy. ended up multitasking haha. fb-ing, drinking, laughing, chatting, playing tap tap revenge 3. (Y) all at once. i was chatting with one hand and tap tapping with another. i used my mouth to drink and was laughing at the same time while looking at facebook. i looked like a retard. (Y) haha.

so after that, went home. THEN THEN GUESS WHAT?! I SAW A BANGLA KISSING ANOTHER BANGLA'S HAND! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. AND THEY WERE SMILING. omg i ran away like wth lol. so fast, napfa test confirm first haha.

let me tell you all people. this might be the last time im using comp. cos today i have decided to reveal my report book and my dad's gonna kill me. so. yes. I WILL MISS YOU PEOPLE! but mummy good she will let me use. hahaha. okay lame. im off, byebye :)

tag replies:
Sebrena: HELLO FWEENN! ya i know. sad right? LOL.
Youknowwho: U SO LAZY THAT U CANT EVEN PUT UR REAL NAME?! tsk tsk girl. btw, i dun fwen u anymore. today nvr come lib, tmr also not coming. :'( AND GO UPDATE! -.-





S Bee. ;]

SAIRIN IS BACK! :D

HELLO PEOPLE! missed me? :P

hahahaha hello people. i have come to rescue my blog. it was almost dying haiyo. hahaha so yeah nothing special happened. NO WAIT STH HAPPENED!

Thursday, 3rd June: i had F&N exam. freaking pissed off. cldnt finish in time, some food uncooked, some food overcooked. mrs tan had disgusted look on her face. OH WELL WHO THE HELL CARES! the important thing is, I SAW CHARM! with zp. hahaha like finally i saw him in the foyer can?! haha so yeah. AND AND I SAID HI TO HIM. woooo. actually zp said hi to me den i say hi back. den zp literally pointed at Charm lolol. he said basic manners gahaha lol. so yeah said hi to him. he was drinking bubble tea -.- but he still managed a smile. OMG HIS SMILE KILLS ME. okay so yeah went back to sch. den aishah was like, urmm, sairin, ur Charm right behind us. LOL. yeah they had supp. yeah

so went back to sch and watched movie in the library. WOOO (Y). we should watch again. with better quality this time, please lah deyh. HAHA so yeah. thats all.

today had mt sch and we had to wear our local sch uniform. damn funny sia, gt white, blue, black, brown, yellow, red. hahahaha so cool. (as if) yeah, now im gonna watch movie again. woop woop, bye people! :D

tag replies:
Aishah and Sebrena: YEAHHH LETS GO PICNIC! SOON! :D
Sebrena; FWEEEENNNN ! :D
Sha: GO UPDATE UR BLOG LAH!!!! :D




S Bee. ;]

na-nanny-poo-poo! xD

WASSSSUP!

LOL. heyo people. Its Monday! MONDAY BLUESSSS. LOL. so yeah a short message:

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TAKING THEIR MOTHER TONGUE Os EXAM TODAY. :D

heh yeah. so fast alreadyy. my turn will be next, NEXT YEAR. ohemgee. :/

so yeah, im basically stuck at home, probably gonna be decayed by the end of june holidays. i wanna go picnic. hmmmmmm. nice idea, but must prepare hahaha. the Spice gang will be going i guess. Clovenium, Cardamonium? lets gooo! hehe :D

hm yep. oh ya ytd was watching 13B. its a freaking horror movie. IT WAS FREAKING SCARY! I WAS SCARED TO GO THE BATHROOM LOL. seriouslyyyy hahaha. for the first time ytd, i asked my mum to wait for me and switch the light off after i was in bed HAHA. im seriously scared hahaa.

hm yeah, im offf haha. byeeee :D

tag replies:
Aishah: HAHAHAHAHA cute ur head. she so annoying. but in a way cute LOL :P
Sebrena: LOL SO HYPER LOL. thanks for tagging. ;]




S Bee. ;]

your love is my drug. (L)

hohoho. :D

hello people! im baaaack. lol. saturday was disgusting. which was ytd. lol. in the morning i had to go mt schl and it wasnt bad but not good either. HAHA THEN MY COUSIN, haha see this:

cousin: why do u play with charm?
me: huh?! what play with charm?!
cousin: ur too old to play with charm. u know ur 13!
me: uhh? im 14 btw
cousin: tsk tsk. u shldnt play with charm. its for young kids.
me: do u know who charm is?!
cousin: its not who! its a what!
me: ok ur mistaken.

apparently, there is a toy thingy called charm. charm set. LOLOL. she shocked me hahaha it sounded so wrong. play with charm. -.- she is only 5 years old, what do u expect haha.

oh and yesterday night was fun. talked to a lot of ppl in one conversation. (Y) and made new friends too haha :D

oh god. tuition. (N) i actually completed all my homework. (Y) haha. okay im going to eat, byeeeeeee people! :D

tag replies:
Sebrena: DEYHHHH DUN SPAMMM! and thanks for tagging. (a lot of times) :P
Jeffery: Jeffery!;] haha no its okay, i didnt even give u the link hahah. but now that u know, must TAG! haha. and ur welcome :D
Elaine: THANK YOU! :D





S Bee. ;]

hmmm :)

haha im back. :D


PS: ALL PICTURES AND THE VIDEO OF KHAIRUL' SOUR FACE IS ON FACEBOOK.

hahaha. so yeah. we ate and ate and drank and drank LOL. KHAIRUL'S FACE WHEN HE ATE THE STRAWBERRY HAHAHAHAHAHAH. i video-ed him haha. bernard was like, VIDEO HIM! VIDEO HIM! hahaha, the face damn funny.

after that went inside to watch horror movie Friday the 13th. sat with aishah, wanxin, komahti, ish, pooja, amos, and zhong peng. he sat on the table. how childish LOL. THE MOVIE DAMN SCARY. I SHOUT LIKE DONT KNOW HOW MANY TIMES LOL. den from behind mdm anu poked me. i jumped so high haha and shouted so loudly. -.-

at the ending i decided to sit on the table. quite fun LOL. then when i saw the HEAD AND BODY WALKING IN DIFFERENT WAYS. i almost died. and when the head came out, i tried to duck, but ended up falling OFF the table and bumped into ZP and Amos. HAHA. lol they were like. AHHHH WHAT WHAT HUHHH AHHHH. hahaha.

but, it was fun. loool, fun ah. hahahaha :DD tmr holiday. yay. aiya, lol bye! :D

tag replies:
Sebrena: aiya IMY and IMYVM same thing lah deyhhh haha. and thanks for being happy for me? HAHA :DD





S Bee. ;]

idiot.

helloooo. :))

Parents these days are like so MEANN MEAN MEAN MEAN IDIOT MEAN PEOPLE. they r not even humans! they r like some kind of aliens from outer space siaaaa. i dont like lorhhhh, always talk talk nag nag in my ear. If my ear bursts one day, all ur fault! dad is always pissed off with me. dont like me, dont pretend. i can go to school alone okay, im not a little kid. and mum, i can cook myself and do everyhting myself. i dont need u to wake me up, i have like 4 larm clocks! -__-

walao. spoil my mood lorh. ytd kiwi's mood spoilt. argh so annoying. i dont like them sometimes. they r..ah nvm. SIS COMING TMR. AHHH :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D WOOHOOOOO. oh yeah, my parents will be ''drooling'' over her -.- forget abt me. not that im jealous, its just that they compare and i dont like it. ;'[

(i still remember the day when she sprained her ankle. mum and dad took her to the doctor, cared for her, bandaged it. and when i sprained my ankle, they just TOLD me to put ice bag and den bandage. heh.)

seeeeeee. they bias lor. haiyz. im offff peoplee. post abt partaaay laterr. byebye :D

tag replies:
Sebrena: LOL THANKSS :D





S Bee. ;]

I less than 3 you. ;]

HELLLOOO!!!

I TALKED TO CHARMM! BREAKING NEWS LAH LOL. I TALKED TO CHARM. AISHAH BE HAPPY FOR ME. SEBRENA AND MAYA BE HAPPY FOR ME. LOL. hahaha okay enough.

but i talked to Charm. he made my dayyy. i missed him so MUCH U KNOW. finally today we talked. haha he made me laugh so much hahaha. i love him. :))

anyways. he was sick as well. get well soon Charm. and me too -_- haha.

my mission was accomplished to take pictures of the Legendary Wall of Vandalism. BUT IT WAS TOO BLURRRRR. so im gonna take again tomorrow HAHA :P and tmr heng kwee lesson.

i burnt the cake. and my finger. its painful. deary me haha. i have nth to say liao. im going byebye :))

tag replies:
Boon Ling: hahahah thankyou veryvery muchhh :))
Sebrena: LOL IMY. cya tmr. ly KIWI GRANDDAUGHTERRR :D




S Bee. ;]

:(

boohoo.

I MISS CHAAARMMMMM. :'[

5. freaking. long. days. nvr. talk. to. him. :[

seriously, if i dont talk to him i will feel all messed up and moody. he makes me smile and makes my day too. ive been half dead for 5 days. damn.

I may look happy on the outside, but im dying on the inside.

IM STILL SICK! regular sicknes as well as love sickness. heeeee. :P okay bye.

tag replies:
Boon Ling: hehe thankyou2 :))
Sha: ya i know. today worse. :'[ thanks.




S Bee. ;]

sniff sniff.

hello people of the Earth.

IM SICK. i have high fever, sore throat, FLUUUU. argh. i have nth to do so im blogging. plus if i sleep i cant sleep so theres no point. yeah.

so. 40.0 to 39.8 to 38.6 to 39.8 to 38.2 to 38.5.

you seeeeeeee. ugh i feel like dying. :'[

just finished elearning. so cool. (as if) ha ha ha. whatev. lol.

im gonna go shopping soon. alone sia haha. byebye. :)

tag replies:
Sebrena: :))




S Bee. ;]

walao. lol.

hello. :)

heylo people. today in the morning had 6 periods of maths. but mdm chung didnt teach us so FUNNN! :DD haha. then had quite fun lessons today lol. after school went to eat yeah, then went to the library. ish, pooja and komi were watching bend it like beckham and me and sha were fb-ing. THEN SUDDENLY MRS KOH COME IN AND GLARE AT US LOLOLOLOL. her face was like, ''what are you girls doing in the dark?!'' HAHA i was like, ''uhhhhhhhhhhhh. uhhh LOL.'' then cldnt use anymore lor, cos of the teachers, they wanna use the room.

after that we were setting up the library for tmr the amazing race thingy. i saw Charm going out of school with his friend. then i was like damn hyper. I was running around in the library and singing CHITTY CHITTY BANG BANG. eevryone was pissed off with me hehehe. ;]

then i wasnt even going to poke puvan, and he almost bent my finger backwards. pain u know, so i decided to get revenge. so i kicked him softly. he kicked me extra hard den i did it back. at the end he kicked me so hard, i almost fell and my legs were like jelly. my leg had red marks and one red slash mark also. I HATE YOU PUVAN! after that he threateneed me with the sharp pin. :(

anyways, mdm anu was going to close but then i danced and sang like one mad woman. (video with aishah.) hahahaha i professional LOL. :P then home-ed. talked to Charm for a while. yeahhh. Charm is sooo hardworking. he is sacrificing his facebook, phone, tv and yeah other things to study for Os. isnt he so hardworking? hehe. ^^

bleahhh, im off, tmr collect newspapers for CIP thing. :( byebye. :)

tag replies:
Sebrena; HEHEHEHEHHEE. check the first post abt the girls band ah. lol.



S Bee.;]

aiya.

heylo.

results were not too bad. not too good either. :/

oh and due to misunderstandings, our so called unisex band, is now a all girls band. BECAUSE OF SOMEONE. who quit, and joined another lousy band. Extreme Boundaries. lame. xD

after school went for phototaking for the MRL thing. then went for meeting for the Internal Amazing Race. i didnt even know that Zhong Peng and Amos were in my group hahaha. so after that went to eat with ish. yeah.

after that went online on facebook and ebuddy. jeffery and suriya joined in. i was talking to Charm, and JEFFERY WONG WAS SMASHING THE KEYBOARD. he was typing rubbish on Charm's ebuddy thing and i was like NONO! GET AWAY! NOOO!! -.- Charm was haha kinda confused lol. he was like, are u mad sairin? well it wasnt me. haiya, but it was funny though haha.

after that had a very long chat with KEITH KEE HAN WEI. lol. we were talking abt serious stuff abt life and funny stuff too haha. was funn. then home-ed yeah. im gonna do elearning. dont ask me why. bye peeps. ;]

tag replies:
Sebrena: LOL, i update then show you. ;]
Vin: I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW. but u were an ex-spice. :( u boundary.


S Bee.;]

wow.

woop.

okay so. in our band, SPICE ALOUD. i think 3 more guys joining in. wow cool right. its not a girls band anymore, ITS AN UNISEX BAND! lol. hahaha

new members:
Carom: Arvin -> Guitarist and Manager of SA.
Caper: Faruq -> Drums.
Coriander: Puvan -> uhh. the extra noise maker. xD

they are the boys! :D

hahahaha im lovin' it. (L) LOL.

tag replies:
Aishah: u have to do it, but ur not the guitarist anymore. ur only the pianist. must be extra good hor.
Sebrena: c'mon it was thanks to me lor. :D haha
Shuzhen: uhh ya kinda. the assistant one. ;]



S Bee.;]

thank me girls. (Y)

YEAHH GIRLS THANK MEEE!

thanks to me, all my lovely friends now have a blog. WOOTS. can u imagine?! SEBRENA HAS A BLOG. LIKE OH EM GEE. like thanks to me can?! LOL.

SPICE ALOUD (Y). its our new band.
Cinnamon: Sairin -> Lead singer
Cardamom: Sebrena -> Lead singer no. 2
Clove: Aishah -> Pianist and Guitarist
Cumin: Shuzhen -> Backup singer and director

we are so freaking cool man. i love you all! :D muhahaha.

so yeah, tmr gt schl. aiya i was enjoying so much. SOMEMORE TMR RESULTS DAY. RESULTS DAY = DOOMS DAY! (for some at least) not for freaking genuises. lol.

im tired. lol i woke up at 7.56 today. idk why hahahaha. yeah so im gonna go now. must practice for the band. I LOVE SPICE ALOUD! (Y) :D byebyebyebye ;]

tag replies:
Vin: YO VIN! x] HAHA thanks ah but my family more like over dramatic haha.



S Bee.;]

i can cook. (as if)

OH OH SEE THIS:

me: *serves dinner*
dad: omg, look my daughter cooked dinner today.
mum: yaya, wont taste nice.
me: THANKS DAD. SHH MUM.
dad: *tastes the food*
me: so how is it?
dad: OMG! OH MY FREAKING GOD!!
me: WHAT?!
dad: ARE U OUT OF UR MIND?! ITS TOO SALTY!
me: DAD U OVERREACT FOR WHAT.
mum: hehehehehehehe.
dad; omg, nah uh i wont eat this, later i kena food poisoning or down with hypertension. :/ AND UR A F&N STUDENT!
me: ihateallofyou. :( and whats that gt to do with this?!
dad: hate lor. my dear wifeywifey can cook for me? :D

argh. so bad. i tasted it, it wasnt THAT salty. grilled salmon what. what ya expect? -.- nevermind. i will cook again. and nvr give them. ishh. bye peeps. lol.



S Bee.;]

woohoo hello people of the world. x]

OMG HELLO! :D

hahaa im hyper. guesss whyy? hehhee. i talked to Charm just now. the conversation damn funny in the end. ahahaha. (Y). i love it. and the war part. woop im lovin it haha. Charm is such a genius. and cute. and cool and the list goes on....;]

my mum crazy alr. she is asking me to do assessments. i said im studying BT. its such a cool topic. woop. but she still asking me. haiz, im not gonna do anyway.

and my cousin is annoying me. if i bring her into my room, she will glare at the comp screen and mess about. if i lock her outside, she will bang her head on the door and shout like omg. so idk what to do. if i put her to slp, she will wake up and ask me to sing a lullaby. I MEAN WTF?! mum just went out. leaving me alone. haiya. what is this man.

anyways, ONE MORE WEEK LEFTTT. till Bee comes to S'pore. <3 :D huhuhehahebah. lol.
tmr holiday. i wanna go out. any plans girlfriend? tell me, i ran out of em. haha.

and. FARUQ HASSAN WEDS SELENA GOMEZ. today at 8pm at PAN PACIFIC HOTEL. dress code: white or pink. gowns for ladies. ;] hehe. happy marriage ya'all/ :D

so yeah. im gonna watch tv. adioss. ;]

tag replies:
Sebrena: HI! wheres the old grandmama?! :'[
Zhong peng: HELLO DADDDY. :D


S Bee.;]

the usual.

hey.

sunday first post usual one. about tuition, then second post kinda usual. about parents and how mean they are. but today change. this post will be a happy post. well sort of happy. cos im still sad after what Charm told me yesterday. ;[


well yeah. i wanna go library, but i dont wanna go library. its cos, idk why. lol. AISHAH FASTER COME ONLINEEEEE. i needa make plans wit' ya' ya'know. hahahaa.

im actually not dreading tuition. (that was a lie :P) i always do. :( haiya. lalalala. boofboofboof. moomomomoooo. peekpeekpekk. prr prr prr PAH! i know. random.
oh well im off, later i will blog. (Y) byebye.

I'm still hoping for Charm. :]



S Bee.;]

tiredddd.

heyyyy.

im so tired. im so freaking tired. i woke up in the morning and didnt feel like going to mt schl. but had to go. cos of parents. -___-. so 1.50 to 6.30 was there. laughed and joked a bit, but was boring. after i left school, i saw mum standing there. i was shocked. then she told me we were going to mustafa centre. wtf.

i was like screaming through the whole car journey cos i didnt want to go mustafa centre. esp on a saturday. oh man. when we reached there, we couldnt find a parking place. wow thats like not surprising at all. then the nightmare started. my dad and mum ran away to the jewellery shop leaving me alone to shop for vegetables. i was like murmuring vulgarities. -.-

went to the vegetable section and almost died. people were shoving me and squeezing me and ARGHH, i felt like pushing them aside. then while buying sth, this baby was like shouting and crying so loudly, i felt like stuffing the bag of potatoes in his mouth. I MEAN UR NOT THE ONLY ONE SO SHUT UP! ugh. then went to the cashier to wrap the thingy. then gt these two banglas looking at me. then they bought tomatoes and i accidentally took theirs. then they were making a fucking big fuss. like this:

bangla 1: EH EH THATS MINEEEE. THATS MINEEE. THATS MINEEEE!!! EH LEAVE IT ITS MINEEE!
me: OKAY LAH I KNOW LAH CHI BAI, SHUT UP CAN. *everyone looks*
bangla 2: *stares at me like idk what*
me: AND YOU.(referring to bangla 2) U LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT FOR WHAT. NEVER SEE GIRL BEFORE IS IT? HUH? NO WIFE IS IT? U BIG FUCKER. I TAKE OUT UR EYES THEN U KNOW. TUI HARAMI. SHAALA KUTTA BODMAISH. (scolding in bengali lol)

their face like shocked then ran away. THEN EVERYONE STARTED CLAAPING. they think what, free show is it. -.- i was alr so freaking tired, now this.

its 11.20pm. god damn i have tuition tmr. gf not online. at least can share stuff with her. :'[ bye people.

tag replies:
Sebrena: LOL HI.
Aishah: yikees. i still love Charm. :)


S Bee.;]

DAMN FUNNNN!! :D

okay hi people! i warn u ah, this post gonna be long. lol.

EXAM FINISH ALREADY!! OMG! YAYYYY! yes. oh yeah baby yeahhhh. ;] hahahha.

so after school, straight went home cos we were going on a movie date. Faruq, me, sebrena and aishah. yeahh. so then we met each other and went to West Mall. haha damn fun. the movie was greatt. i almost criedd and aishah was literally crying. -.- haha. and FARUQ COUNTED HOW MANY TIMES MILEY CYRUS KISSED LIAM. he said 16 times. wow lol. AND LIAM IS AISHAH'S NOW. dun steal2 okay? haha. I still love Charm. yay haha.

so after movie finish, faruq went home, haiyo. he only guy. xD den me and sebrena and aishah roam round the whole mall like idk how many times. and took many pictures hahahahha. after that went to the library to chit chat only LOL. somemore children's section hahaha. then we all home-ed. yayyy. AND WE WERE ALL WEARING WHITE CLOTHES WITH BLACK STRIPES. conincidence rightt? hahahah. (Y)

i love todayyyy. wooppwooppp! :D haha k bye, im gonna enjoyyyy. ;]

tag replies:
Sebrena and Aishah: yayaya whatever lah DEYHH. xD
Ainul: hahah i created new one lol. old one die alr hahaha. and thanks for dropping by, now u know my blog, so can drop by anytime, heehee. :D


S Bee.;]

uh huh.

okay hi people. im actually alive. wow.

ladidadidum. yes. exam today was OMFG. e maths paper 2 confirm CMI. :( waaaaa. e maths like this alr, a maths p2 how?! ahhhhh, i dunwanna know.

i dun really feel like blogging, but im blogging. seriously its like blogging has become a boring thing to do, yet im still blogging, cos blogging is kinda fun in a way. blogging. yes. shut up sairin. -__-

im off. im gonna die. ppl who loves me (truly) pls come to my funeral. (Y). byee.

tag replies:
Aishah; SHUT UP LAH DEYHH. i give u one qn, u confirm cannot do it. so hushh.



S Bee.;]

OH OH OH!

yoyoyo!

E maths paper 1 DIE. english easy lah. lol.

tomorrow combination WORST. Additional Mathematics and Physics. confirm die. :(

anyways, jiayous me. i can do it! just now switched on travel and living channel and i saw bobby chin talking to SURYA! u know the tamil actor surya. OMG HE IS SO HANDSOME. and kinda hot. omgomgomg. i was practically drooling over the tv. LOL. my mum kinda left the room with a disgusted look on her face, because of me haha.

after school did A maths revison and other subs too. damn fun sia, we kept on making jokes. what is this man. lol AND I DIDNT KILL PUVAN TODAY! :( its cos i saw him and started to chase him, but he ran away like a bunny rabbit. -_____-. and suriya just stood there. i hate you man. chey no lah. I saw Charm after school. yay. :D

im off to revise(hopefully). ;] byebye.

tag replies:
Aishah: yepyep. ly. ;]
Sebrena: LOL. hi granddaughter. :D


S Bee.;]

fucking parents.

why are parents such fuckers? i mean come on. -____-

dad is just so stupid. i was just using the goddamned phone and he just hit me so hard across the face. WHY DID YOU EVEN BUY THE FUCKING PHONE?! WHY YOU TELL ME WHY. JUST TO SHOW YOU HAVE MONEY? YOU FUCKER. then return the phone lah! why must showcase it?! pathetic good for nothing idiot.

and mum. my mistake for wishing u happy mothers day. u were even worse. what did u say just now? oh yes, that u wished i wasnt born and ur life would be much more enjoyable and peaceful. well i ask you, why didnt u abort me in the first place? or drown me like the typical indian parents in the earlier times used to do? no answer right? yep thought so.

you all dont like me, then dont like me. JUST DONT SPOIL MY SUNDAY CAN. IM ALREADY PISSED OFF LIKE SHIT, AND NOW YOU TWO ARE ADDING MORE FUCKING PROBLEMS. just leave me here and go to UK, since u love ur other daughter so much. dont love me anymore lah. and u dont have to worry abt me anymore. because to you all, im dead.

i wish i had someone who could give me a hug and comfort me. but there is no one. i hate life.



S Bee.;]

straightener kena confiscated. :(

good morning peeps! haha.

yeah so woke up at 8.45am. sad. because of the maid lah, want to clean clean. haiyo. so woke up and went to the living room. my mum's face was shocked lol. then our convo went sth like this:

me: happy mothers day mummy. i love you.
mum: aww thanks, btw u shldnt really worry abt ur fringe right now. ur exams are tmr.
me: huh? what fringe? its the same mum.
mum: no it isnt, u straightened it. in the morning right?
me: NO. my fringe is naturally straight lah
mum: no it isnt..im confiscating ur straightener.
me: EH NO. i didnt!
mum: too bad.

wow. so next time i shld curl my fringe? no then my curl-er will be confiscated too.

i have tuition later. i dont want to go. :( i rather stay at home and revise. gahhh. A maths not nice le, E maths nicer. and tmr is E maths exam. -__- haiz.

so yeah, im DREADING it. and thats all really. happy mothers day to everyone. i mean mothers. yeah. have fun, byebye :)


S Bee.;]

say what?

OMG.

that bitch has a crush on someone. and she calls him CHARM. oh em gee. she knows that i have a someone who i call Charm too. SHE COPYCAT. walao no other names to invent is it? this is what we said last time:

b: oh hi idiot, u have a Charm?
me: yes i do, gt problem?
b: well no, so how does he look?
me: why shld u care? just go away lah u annoying fly.
b: i like the name, Charm. cute. i shall use it one day.
me: no u cant copy me stupid.
b: just watch me.

she bitch too much then her brain fry. so her brain not working.

i saw ur so called Charm. i almost vomited. i dont even know what he saw in you. just let me tell you, dont go around charm charm-ing to everyone, because one day i will CHARM CHARM IN UR FACE. and get this clear too, My Charm is way better than your one. and he is sensible unlike yours. and dont you dare try to find out who my Charm is. i will kill you.

-___-



S Bee.;]

yay. :))

hihi :)

Good news: My darling sister Pally Bee is coming to S'pore to visit. but for a while only. but still, im longing to see her like mad. I havent seen her for 2 years and she doesnt come online lately. i hope that day comes fast, because i miss her a lot. i love you lots Bee. ;]

haha see we both gt Bee in our names. (Y) lol. so yeah, cant wait to go changi airport and pick her up. YAYYY. sis lets go shopping asap haha. and i still need to tell her all about my school and Charm. haha :) gonna be so fun.

Monday E Maths paper 1 and English paper 2. CHIONGGG SAIRIN! :D haha. bye. lol.

tag replies:
Aishah: okay lah fine. she went in first. U DIDNT EVEN GO IN. haha. and i wasnt trembling with fear. (thats a lie) :P haha
Eenexx: HELLO EENEXX! :D



S Bee.;]

hahahahhaa.

hello! :D

today school was kinda fun. i got a new correction tape from ms zuzi cos its her last day. im soooo gonna miss her man. I HATE MRS TAN. sarcastic -.-

anyways, after school went to the library to do maths. then went out to eat. after that went to the library to revise again hahahah we so pro. then we went to the foyer and revise. Suddenly we joined jess, jannah, angeline and huixian to bust ghosts. LOL said also join uss hahahahahha.

went to the D&T storeroom there. AISHAH AND JANNAH AND JESS WERE TREMBLING WITH FEAR. HAHA. said went in first, followed by huixian, followed by ME den angeline. HUIXIAN SAW STH. :O after i heard that, we all screamed and ran away hahah. then went to the lib and listened to more gost stories omg. den planned a sleepover in the library for girl librarians only haha. gonna be fun! :D

im still scared. :( oh well im going. bye :D

tag replies:
Aishah: yepppp i love you. :)


S Bee.;]

2nd post in one day.

i have been posting too much lately. who cares? no one. yes.

sometimes i dont like life. yet sometimes i love life. idk why. its so strange. sometimes i feel that ending life is stupid and crazy, while in times like this, i really feel like ending life right here, right now.

why am i saying this? idk either. i have gone crazy already. too much stress.

i dont know what to say already. should i go? ya i should. bye.




S Bee.;]

wow.

hellohelooooo :D

today. was fun. in its own way. yeahhhhhh.

to someone: STOP PISSING ME OFF. i do NOT stalk Charm anymore. so just shut up.

today recess was disgusting. i was walking den suddenly my $1 fell in the drain. i was like ''WTF, aiya heck care.'' i was running away when suddenly the cleaner was like forcing me to get it out. i was so disgusted. LIKE NOOOOO. i asked aishah to help, but she didnt. :( LOL in the end had to take it out and AISHAH washed it for me. LOL thanksss :D

after school, went to the library to study. then i helped aishah with her maths. yay at least finally i did sth good HAHAHA. :D so then after that went home den yeah now im revising for A maths. (Y) im off people. byebye :D

tag replies:
Aishah: cool (Y) :D i like ur latest post xD
Sebrena: HELLO GRANDDAUGHTER! :D


S Bee.;]

:O

WHAT AM I DOING?!

3 posts in one day. wow.

well i just wanted to say:

Secondary 1 ---> easy easy lah.

Secondary 2 ---> half die.

Secondary 3 ---> fully die.

Secondary 4 ---> decompose liao.

poly or jc ---> bacteria form. then animals feed on us....yeah.


as you can see. im crapping over here. I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO. Aishah not online. Charm not online. :(

hopefully this is my last post for today. my temperature now 37.8. :) bye.



S Bee.;]

great.

yeahhhhh.

GREAT.

I'M

SICK TOO.

-__________-

yep im sick. all of a sudden. with a temperature of 38.1 degrees. nice right? i dont want to go to schl. but i dun wanna be stuck at home. fuck it.

i should be revising really. not blogging. but heck care. lol. okay. bye.

tag replies:
Aishah: LAME SIA. chey joking love. IM JOKING. :)


S Bee.;]

mood swings. :(

hello.

im having mood swings. i hate it. so people if i scream at you for no reason, forgive me k? thanks. lol.

was talking to Charm just now. he gt fever. get well soon. :) but he still ran 2.4km. and he came first! cool right? i know. my Charm mah. xD hahaha.

after school. wanted to eat but then realised no money. BUT. my darling gf aishah blanjah me ice blended. thankss love :)

and my drink was called, Love at First Sight. hahahaha.

then went back to schl. and looked for chung. then went around everywhere and saw Charm. ahaha, i wasnt stalking u ah, just conincidence. LOL.

anyways, monday maths paper 1 and english paper 2. DIEDIE. must revise. im off, bye.

tag replies:
Sebrena: EH NO! since when did i disown you?! walao. i will miss ur grandmama-ing. i own u lah, i love you. oh sebrena~ HAHA. xD
Aishah: HI GF. i love youuuuuuuuu. but. maybe a little less than Charm. heh. ;]


S Bee.;]

peek-a-boo! :D

heyhey. :)

EXAM WAS. OMG. social studies was not good. I COULDNT FINISH. :'[ vehicle quota system. waaaaa. then english was quite easy. the compo. lol. like novel hahahaha.

tmr no exam. haha. me and aishah stayed back in schl for a while. went to macs to eat lunch. then went back to schl. went lib. came out. then went JE lib. and stayed there until 4 sth. we were acting as if today last day of exam HAHA. then went interchange. SAW TWO BANGLAS TAKING PICTURES OF GIRLS. they were trying to take one of me or aishah. fucker sia they all. nth better to do. WHY WANNA GO BANGLADESH AND SHOW EVERYONE IS IT?! stupid.

anyways lol, this person sms-ed me, but idk who that person is. :/
81676292: hello
me: hey who are you?
*wait long long*


NO REPLY. WTF. lol that person disappeared. -.-

me and Charm were talking about a guy/girl just now. hahaha damn funny. well Charm made it even more funny. hehe. :)

MUST REVISE FOR A MATHS. AHHHH. yeah, wish me luckk woohoo. bye. and oh yes, my friend puvan from 3E5, dying. sad right? i know. xD haha okay bye. :D

tag replies:
Arvin: nice right the tone? haha relax alr. lol. thx for tagging btw. :D
Sebrena: WILL U STOP IT?! omg, seriously. :( chey. okay bye.


S Bee.;]

you fucker.

YOU FUCKER. YES YOU.

listen. you came to singapore. not my fault. your dad brought you here. understand? you dont know me. i dont know you. do you fucking understand that?! i was once your friend, but now im your enemy.

you think what? just because you will apologise to me with that fucking innocent face, i will forgive you? NEVER. you get that? NEVER. EVER. not liking what you hear? you want to beat me up? WELL I DONT GIVE A FUCKING DAMN. come ah if you dare, i will call my friends and they will CRUSH you to pieces. so dont bother.

AND DONT YOU DARE TALK TO MY SISTER. I CANT SEE HER BECAUSE SHE IS 14 HOURS AWAY FROM ME. BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I CANT TAKE ACTION AGAINST YOU. IF YOU DO ANYTHING OR SAY ANYTHING TO MY SISTER, I WILL MAKE YOUR LIFE A LIVING HELL. I WILL TORTURE YOU UNTIL IM SATISFIED. YOU GET THAT? U BETTER GET IT.

so dont try. just go away from here. fucker.



S Bee.;]

brrrr brrr brrr PAH! :D

HELLO ! :D

I FOUND A NEW BOYF! :D

he has a little white body, small ears and cute little paws. LOL he is not a human. its a cute little puppy. :D His name is Alfie. :D but he keeps on chewing slippers or books, even my SS notes. -.- annoying.

but im sorry Alfie, im not gonna keep u as a pet.

anyways. i revised for 2 freaking soild hours. LOL over exxageration. but yea 2 hours of SS. cool or what? hahahaha. im off to revise again. will blog later. Charm not online. sad. haiz anyway, ya byebye :) jiayous everyone! we can do it! :D

tag replies:
Superman: eh u dont les les with me hor. i know ur a girl. lol.
Aishah: AISHAH. you are so dead tmr. HAHAHA joking. and ya ask superman to go away.


S Bee.;]

hehehe.

yo.

IM FEELING BETTER NOW. because tuition over! phew, actually wasnt that bad. before going to tuition, i talked to Charm. ahahaha was so happy lol. i didnt realise that my dad was calling me. i was so into the conversation hahahah.

tuition was fun. i managed to do graphs properly this time. now gonna revise for SS. IDK WHAT TO REVISE. :( if healthcare comes out, den im dead. if the sinhalese thingy comes out, then im...still dead. haizz, anyways yeah. im going to revise. TMR HOLIDAY! :D woaaoowowoa. haha.

AISHAH DISAPPEARED MAN. I CALL HER NO REPLY. :/ haiya, she will come back lol. bye peepos :D

tag replies:
Shuzhen: HAI PINEAPPLE GRANDDAUGHTERDAUGHTERDAUGHTER. :D


S Bee.;]

twinkle twinkle little star.

ahahaahahahahahaahahaha hello!

im hyper. because of i dont know what. LOL. but im angry and sad. because.

I DONT WANT TO GO TUITION TODAY. >:( not today at least, like im so lazy and still have to do social studies. that 1 and half hour makes my life _______. okay uh its not that bad, but still. -.- waaaa. ppl cry with me :'( sniff sniff. HAHA okay enough.

i suddenly wanted to blog for random reason. OH OH I LOVE THIS SONG. Alright by Pitbull feat. Marsehll Montano or sth, forget alr. niceee muhahah. anyways, im going for tuition. eeeww. and good luck to everyone for MYE. :D hahaha byebye :)

I love you Charm. :) haha random.

tag replies:
Aishah: hi gf! haha thanks for tagging. eh promise me if my blog dead, u will spam my tagboard. but not too much. LOL :D


S Bee.;]

mye.mye. help me with my mye. LOL

the title ah copied from the 98.7fm thing: ''pimple face, pimple face,help me with my pimple face'' ahahaha the next care acne patch thingy. so yeah.

I AM GONNA ENJOY 4 DAYS OF HOLIDAY. :D friday mt paper, no schl for me. saturday labour day, no mt schl. sunday holiday(but gt tuition) and monday hoilday too. YEAHHHH I ROCK. chey lol. uh huh uh huh.

today was planned a day out with my love Aishah. BUT SAD LIBRARY CLOSED. lol labour day mah, closed. -.- SORRY AISHAH I WASTED UR TIME! serious lol. then i told my parents and my parents were like, GOOD!(Y) lets drag u along. -___- so yes. i was dragged along to look at stupid condos. all of them rubbish lah. PARC OASIS FTW!! :D seriously gt one MAPLEWOODS. sucks like hell. another one, HILLVISTA. also like wtf. the last one, LAKESHORE. damn stupid. ground floor DAMN EXPENSIVE. we ask for 8th floor, the price= OMGOMGOMG WTF?! yeah so ex lol.

after that went to gek poh, shop shop there. shop for fish, mop, brush etc LOL. i saw my things, my lovely sweets and started grabbing them ahahaha. then went to JJC to eat lunch and saw MY ENEMY THERE! ARGH. too bad he cant recognise me HAHAHA IN UR FACE LOSER. lol yeah. then I SAW PASAR MALAM. I WANNA GO. GOT PURSES AND OTHER NICE THINGS! haha gonna go away soon, :( i want to go tmr muhahaha and buy stuff and waste money. HAHA no.

thats basically it reallyyyyy. gosh such a long post.

OH AND GOOD NEWS! CONGRATULATIONS TO AARON YONG AND CHUNG VOON ROU, WHO ARE OFFICIAL PARENTS OF THIER NEWBORN TWINS, UPIN AND IPIN. :D

hahahahahaa, this may be my last post. MYE! but maybe will post on wed. okay bye :D



S Bee.;]

oh yes, yes

oh yes, and i want to say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFFERY WONG JUN WEI!

hahahah 15 years old alreadyyyy. must start acting like one hor HAHA, jokes. many many happy returns of the dayy woop woop lol.

birthday boy parade commanded on birthday. hahaha ;]





S Bee.;]

can.no.tahan. :'[

heyyy. ;)

THREE DAYS ALREADY. CANNOT TOLERATE ANYMORE. :(

had maths supp again today. Aishah always manages to surprise me by standing outside my class when my sup doesnt finish even. she waits for me. sweet right? <3 :D
anyways, did maths again today. for 3 and half hours. tmr 2 hours i think. tmr heng kwee's supplemetary. yay. :D

aishah said she saw Charm in maths class. he home-ed at 3.30. i cldnt see him. and i dont want to see him either. because later i kena poisoned by pesticide or insecticide and i dont want that.

and, i want to say that LE MINH IS A RETARDED PAEDOPHILE. -.-

off to revise. bye people. gonna be banned from using the comp soon, damn. haha

tag replies:
Aishah: LOL i found out already lah, its a girl! :P
Sebrena: LOL u gt nothing better to do is it? KIWI GRANDDAUGHTER! :D


S Bee.;]

i wonder when, i wonder how.

YO!

today school was *toot*. LOL idk. WE HAD 3 AND 1/2 HOURS OF MATHS. MDM CHUNG IS KILLING US! :/. yeah like srsly. cannot tahan anymore, too stress already. MYE is gonna be damn tough. :( anyways yeah.

so after school went to eat then 2pm the torture started. did papers after paper. like a maths and e maths like haiyoo. den ended at 4.45. lol. went out to eat with aishah and elaine. then home-ed. yeah not fun right today? OH NO WAIT. a convo between me and le minh:

me: *singing*
le minh; shut up bitch
me: what did ya say?! u called me a bitch?! YOU BASTARD THEN
le minh: still better than a bitch.
me: okay fine ur a son of a bitch then
le minh: *glares*
me: not happy still? WELL UR A FUCKER.
le minh: *glares* and shuts up.
hazeeq: cher u see they two fighting, im scared.
me: WTF HAZEEQ?! U EXTRA.

LOL cool right ahahah. im off, byebye :D

tag replies:
Shuzhen: YO GRANDDAUGHTER! :D <3
Superman: uhhh who are youuu? :/


S Bee.;]

i wonder.

heyo ;)

school went great so far. finally it rained heavily today. anyways was kinda cold so good uh haha.

after school, a certain person asked me to stay away from Charm. and he said that the things he posted on Charm's wall, actually referred to me. well thanks so much for making me upset. thank you so fucking much. -.-

well i guess, Charm is no longer staying in my life. :( sad right? hmm.

currently in MLC, expressing my sadness and anger here. ahaha. not funny. im gonna revise. im actually doing a good job of revising. haha jiayous sairin! :D haha byebye people. :D


S Bee.;]

:(

i feel like crying.

got so many homeworks. english compo, a maths paper 1 and 2. i cannot tahan anymore. teachers also dont understand. :'[

and my computer connection like WTF! i wanna speak to people also cannot. i wanna kill the d-link and oasis people. so bias. living room only can work. bedroom cannot work. ARGH LIKE FUCKING ANNOYING MUCH.

AND YOU. YES YOU. YOU FUCKING BITCH. YOU WANT TO BITCH ABOUT ME THEN BITCH AS MUCH AS YOU WANT. BUT DONT YOU DARE DO THAT TO MY FRIENDS. BECAUSE IF YOU DO, IM GONNA PULL ALL YOUR FUCKING HAIR OUT AND STUFF THEM IN YOUR FUCKING MOUTH. GET IT?!

(sorry for the vulgars. but had to use.)

anyways. i'm confused. about everything. i dont wanna talk to people anymore already. i feel scared and guilty and sad and frustrated. if urgent matters, just text me or call me can already.

i'm sorry if i have hurt you. but i didnt know because i was confused. :(

tag replies:
Sebrena: lol thanks. remember to bring sweet tomorrow. cos have heng kwee's lesson. :)


S Bee.;]

FUCK.

ALWAYS THE BAD THINGS HAPPEN ON SUNDAYS. WTFFFF!

FUCK.

MY.

LIFE.

damn it. what have i done. and why should i always take the blame? ugh.

i'm damn pissed off by you.

GO AND FUCKING DIE IF YOU DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME. JUST DONT IGNORE ME CAN?!


S Bee. ;]

hehehehe ;]

lol im back haha. second post in one day lol.

so yeah, napfa was _______. omg. sit ups were okay, sit and reach was okay, shuttle run was okay. BUT. standing broad jump and pull ups were like shit. i think fail nooo~ hahahaa. ya thats abt it really. had napfa den started to rain like crazy. went to eat lunider(lunch+dinner) LOL yea. yeah.

basically thats it. talked to Charm. yay. so 23/4/10 and 5/4/10 are so far my best days, where i would get high and cldnt sleep. LOL :D yeah okay enough blabber blabber, im off. must chiong mt homework ahaha. bye peepos! :D

tag replies:
Arvin: lol thank you thank you. ;] and go update yours! haha :D
Aishah: blehh. dont you know? when i see him all my pain go away. no matter how dyingly painful it is. aww. haha :)


S Bee. ;]

OOOOOOOEEEEEAAAA!! :D

OMG HI PEOPLE! :D

today was a freaking nice day. lol srsly. in the morning, CHARM SAID HI TO ME! OMGOMGOMG! LIKE MY FACE WAS LIKE OMG?! AND AND HE SMILED! !!!! AAAHHHH :D okay shut up sairin. so yeah. was DAMN HIGH. couldnt concentrate. :D:D:D oooo :D

after schl even more fun. saw Charm again. and and he came up to the library and he wanted to win the blue bottle. he wa so damn cute while he was doing the worksheet haha. so yeah den he won it. yay :D OH OH BEFORE THAT, i felt guilty of not saying hi cos i was too shocked. so i said hi to him later. OOHHHHHHH :D:D:D

im so high right. im talking to him now! Charm oh Charm hehe ;]

im gonna go now, gt mt schl tmr. and im using the word tmr a lot of times. LOL so yeah bye ppl. gonna post later abt napfa test. was painful. whole body pain. lol yeah okay bye! :D


S Bee. ;]

mhmmm.

heylo. :)

this is Sanajana btw, Sairin's friend. was talking to her just now and she feels sick as well as tired. um and she ddint say about anything today except that she had fun today and she chat-ted with Charm online in computer lab. thats all really. this is what she asked me to write,

everything comes naturally, when your with me baby. ;]

i guess Sairin is crazy about A. :)


Signing off.


S Bee. ;]

OH OH OH!

yo!

started off the day with mum shaking me awake. -.- cos today dad must go office early den i must also go schl early cos the same car. haiyo. felt so sleepy haha. reached school at 6.38am! omg! i usually reach at 7.10 lol.

anyways after school had this stupid survey about the subject english. crap sia, all pages about english. sian. after that went down. but on that side saw mr su den ran away so tried taking the other staircase. went past 4e8 den saw Charm. my face was like, OMG! HIM! cos i have stopped stalking him now haha. den suddenly mrs ng called me. i was too busy looking at Charm. hahaha den she was like looking at me cos i wasnt paying attention ahaha. apparently had to go AVA theatre call mrs gill den went back up again cos must go comp lab 5. lol saw him again, HEHE :D

went down saw Charm again! at the canteen. he bought a packet of milo i think lol. then i went the other side and i saw him AGAIN. cool right? haha. Charm had A maths sup i think yeah. then stayed back for a while. went to eat lunch with ishwari, aishah, elaine and wei yi. haha was fun. went back schl and did crossword puzzle and won a nice sexy shaped bottle(aishah's phrase) :P haha im carrying it tmr!

so yeah, i didnt have monday blues today. all cos of Charm. and my friends :D hahaha mr tan wont give me my grades and test paper cos i didnt hand in chem file. waa. i want le. anyways, im off, i wanna talk to Charm hehe, byebye :)

tag replies:
Elaine: LOL thanks. CHCOCLATE! :D


S Bee. ;]

hohoho.

lol random day today.

woke up in the morning. i actually did 2 physics assessments and 2 chemistry assessments on a sunday morning. AMAZING! lol. then had a rest lol, and headed for tuition. i managed to finish 3 A maths papers in 1 and 1/2 hours. wow what has happened to me today? haha.

planned to go library after tuition but my darl aishah no mood. sad kan? ahh nvm, we are going tmr! haha plan already. like date hahaha :D and i want to say:

aishah just relax and dont be stressed, because ur not that kind of stressed up person. just do as many as u can and heck care the rest, :) haha.

CHARM ISNT COMING ONLINE! i have no idea why lol. everytime i come online, i look for his name. but says he's offline. maybe too busy. o levels mah, must die die work hard. LOL. same goes to me next year. -.- lol must study hard, mye coming soon whew.

after mye im gonna party den study again. heh. im gonna revise. yeahhwoohoo, bye.


S Bee. ;]

gahhh.

yoyoyo! (slightly happy mood today eh?)

well mind the post before, its all okay now hehe. :) i love you aishah and elaine, cos as you know SEA is incomplete without you two. ;] im sorry for acting like this way on friday, i was too stressed and stuff. yeah. tmr wanna go JE LIB?!?! YEAHH!! u promised! LOL.

went to mt schl today. teacher came in and gave us our marks. i passed but omg my marks was like o.m.g. lol nvm must work harder YEAH JIAYOUS SAIRIN! :D okay so yeah, nothing's much happening anyway. i gt a new mp4 player. won that cute little thing haha.

almost all the people i know are getting to know about Charm. i dont tell them anything and they manage to know everything! i mean omg? who is telling them *suspense*. lol, ytd talked to Charm on msn, but conversation didnt last too long, ah sad. nvm can talk later hahahehehoohohhaha.

im gonna revise. MYE STRESS! AHH! okay chill, must chiong e maths and physics. lol jiayous to me again. haha okay then, have fun people, byebye. :]

oh darling i wish you were here.

tag replies:
Aishah & Elaine: yeah its okay lovess. ;']
Aishah: I LOVE UR NEW BLOGGY! ah thanks to me and elaine of course LOL :D


S Bee. ;]

hmm.

well.

hows everyone? yeah. well im half dead yet half alive. cant be bothered to blog for a while. too stressed. currently in library doing some crappy shit abt amazing race thing. i feel extremely pissed off by PW. she thinks she is too whatever lahh. sheesh and on my left there is elaine and aishah doing their own business. no one's talking to me. wow i feel sooo HAPPY. as if. -.-

im gonna post later. bye.



S Bee. ;]

well well.

yaaaw. yeah hai.

today was boring yet sad yet somehow happy. had 7 PERIODS OF A MATHS. omg it was sooo EEEEEE. like so hot, and learning abt remainder and factor theorem. im actually good in this topic. had about 6 performance tasks and got full marks for almost all of them, woohoo. other lessons were usual. boring yea.

after school, walked around and then went for maths sup, which was 3 periods gahh. when sup finished, went to the library for air con, read a book, then went to the foyer to finish my maths homework. was thinking of calling mdm chung for help but didnt heh. so pro :P

was doing maths, then suddenly saw Charm. aishah said i must say hi to him otherwise she will push me down the stairs. lol, saw him walk past but after i saw his face i didnt have the courage to say hi. :/ he looked angry. seriously. maybe he was angry. okay so yeah, finished homework then went home. saw banglas on the bus giggling with each other eew. so yeah home-d and gonna revise now buhbyees. :)

S Bee. ;]

:'[

hai.

woke up in the morning and ate breakfast. first thing i did was log in to MSN and facebook. saw Charm online and said morning to him. he said good morning back but didnt sound too good. yep. switched off lappy and went for tuition 1 hour earlier. teacher was happy and agreed to teach me 1 hour earlier. :)

saw my dad's friend's son. had a fight long time ago. he saw me, i saw him. tried to smile but he just bloody fucking ignored. then he kept on following me. come on wtf lah you. ignore ignore ah, why must stalk me? i called him he ignored and i made a fool out of myself infront of people. went home and vented anger on cousin, den she started crying. oh well gave her lollipop and she shut up so yeah. like all the bad things are happening today :'[

oh well, schl starting tmr, i wanna slp early, post later, byeee.


you may say stop stalking me, but trust me, i will, because i love you.

S Bee. ;]

fuck.

FUCK.

DAMN.

yea the title says it all. had mother tongue mye today. saw the paper and died. damn freaking difficult man. tried to ask answer but friends also didnt know the answer. woah sad man, im afraid that i wont even pass let alone get a 50. ;[

oh well. enough about that. im having weird mood swings again and its pissing me and others off. and i need to do my homework. english and maths and revise for the mye coming soon. very soon. sian, haiya anyway yea will post later. bye.

tag replies:
Elaine: haha thankss :)
Eenexx: yoyoyo! hah thank youu!
Leying: im sorrry lah, u wanna be my great grandaughter? so u can be aaron's sister. :) hahaha

S Bee ;]

YO! hahaha hello people out there lol.

Today was an extremely FUN day! esp after school, had competition for poster design and bookmark desing. haha i know who the winners are. they are.... LOL shh not meant to tell haha lame. then me aishah and elaine took a LOT OF pictures around haha.

after that helped to clean up the library(im such a good librarian) and then took pictures with mrs thong lol. then i found the willy wonka hat and i put it on, and aishah took pictures of me wearing it. i have to admit if johnny depp sees me he is gonna die of jealousy HAHA jokes. :D

talking about ehem* a.k.a Charm, i thought he went home, i was soo sad. but then i saw him coming out of classroom haha but couldnt stalk him properly LOL. anyways so yeah i saw ehem* a.k.a Charm today. BONUS! :D

Today mr tan took off his specs and wiped his eyes and his face was red. awww today no one bullied him. i think he was really happy. :) oh well to make him happier, im gonna go and revise fir my chem test tmr. good luck to me! :D byebye peeps

tag replies:
Aishah: LOL i like too hahaha thanks for tagging. <3 :)

S Bee ;]

welcome back sairin ;]

hello^^ well well, im actually back to blogging! amazing. lol. its gonna die soon but with encouragement it will still live. hopefully.

well nothing has been going on lately, except for the fact, that im so tired, i keep sleeping in class. -.- and me and aishah have been stalking ehem. hahaha i decided that ehem shall be renamed Charm. LOL ahaha.

parents are pissing me off like fuck and i cannot tahan their behaviour anymore. sheesh like seriously wtf much?! haiyo. scream here, scream there, my ears will burst off any day. keep on blaming me for eveything like walao. if i was the cause for eevrything, then why did you all even give birth to me?! god.

its gonne be a long post lol. so yea i have a new family tree, that includes ehem* me, amirah, hafiz, sebrena, maya, bari, ryo, nia, winni, someone, faruq, cleaner and aaron. aww such a happy fanily tree. lol. apparently im separated into branches and yea, which i dont get it. :/

so yeah anyway, gonna end here. im sleeppy, lets see if i can talk to ehem* a.k.a Charm somemore, OH YA 5/4/10 <3 :D hahahaha. yeah baby yeahh. haha :) byebye peeps!


S Bee. ;]